WHAT’S $PINNING THE BLOCK FOR YOU ?
Maybe its temptation to stop drinking , smoking
being unable to release bad habits that create addiction and
habits that aren’t stable for you and your growth .
Or maybe its something or someone that’s spinning the block
who you know good and well isn’t capable of genuinely
being who they need to be for even themselves …
If i’m being honest spinning the block for me is a lot of things
sometimes when you genuinely are truly changing for the better
old shit starts popping back up ….
but in order to not live in delusion
I gotta tell myself the truth …
they don’t fuck with you and they never did
you don’t need to smoke you haven’t really smoked in
years …. Release old memories cause its not doing shit for you …
if they wanted to they would and would’ve been done …
get out yo future stay in the present moment
God loves you even when you can’t see it yourself .
Release any delusion and old shit that pulls you back into old
attachments , habits people , places and things …
Also if you are a person like me who grew up seeing and hearing things they
shouldn’t have your vocabulary also has to change .
Sometimes you gotta get to the root of why you talk
and respond the way you do .
Sometimes somebody will piss me off
and ill find myself saying shit and then acting that out …
there is times I find myself like
who the fuck are they talking too ?
lol but then I got to ask myself is it worth it ?
IF THAT BLOCK $PINNING THAT LIFE IS CHANGING
So how do you create new habits and set boundaries ?
Get outta that delusional self talk
these people that are not for you, are not gonna change for you
That new career and life is coming but you need to make space for it
Love is hard but it won’t ask you to compromise your morals
and what you stand for … ever actually .
Real friends are not talking shit behind your back
even when they are upset .
You cussed somebody out today cause you were upset
and reacting …. you just need to respond better
breathe before you talk that shit and let the wind blow
and be still … its not worth it is it ? aight so let it go 🙃
Be honest with yourself , but hold yourself accountable
give yourself boundaries and limits . This takes time ,
often wisdom needs to be gained through journeys
and experiences learned .
Love on yourself in the hard days .
that looks like feeding your soul with prayer
moving intentional and becoming less reactive .
Understand people come with baggage ,
trauma , and things most won’t or don’t discuss
while sitting and looking you dead in your face
90 percent of the time people are projecting .
realize that most of the time
It has nothing to do with you .
Don’t switch up just because the block is $pinning
The block will always be there it’ll never leave
that’s why it’s called the block …
Continue showing up the way you do
Stay solid in your own growth.
Love & Peace From the flyest :)